Oh this doesn't Help!

WOW THANKS KATE BUSH YOU'RE REALLY MAKING ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MY PORN ADDICTIONS.




hey she samples that throat singer she hung out with in the eighties!

thought this was going to be uplifting at first.. and then the ending.. and now my 'deeper understanding' about how f'd up these babylon boxes are. STEALING MY SOUL MUCH?! MOUTHS WITHOUT TEETH OR TONGUE? SILICONE BREAST IMPLANTS EXPLODING ALL OVER MY HEAD?

it would seem katie has a lil' pornz addiction too..

why is this blog so depressing? Q AND A

Q: What the fuck is wrong with this blog, it says FANTASYDANCEPARTY, but its mostly TRAGIC LONELINESS AND DESPAIR.

A: Yeah no shit. This blog is depressing because I'm depressed. I try to keep it positive here and there because NATURALLY, I am a positive person.

Q: Well why you so depressed, Sophie?

A: Because my never-ending period has returned. That doesn't make much sense. I had it two years ago, it went on for a year. And now I've been bleeding for two months. CAN YOU IMAGINE?!

Q: nO! HOW DOES THAT AFFECT YOU AND YOUR ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS SOPHIE? AREN'T YOU UM.. RUNNING OUT OF BLOOD AKA LIFEFORCE AKA CHI AKA ENERGY?

A: oh yeah, i am. i've tried basically everything. shamans, herbs, drugs, sex and no sex, masturbating no masturbating, weed no weed, booze, no booze, crystals, accupressure, chakra healing, sound healing, psychics, past life regression, massage, diet changes, visualization, ceremonial dance, moon cycle EFAs, fertility awareness method, homeopathics, not doing anything, david lynch marathons, single lyfe, monogamy, living with women, living alone.

OH I'M SORRY INVISIBLE BLOG-AUDIENCE I FORGOT HOW TOTALLY DEPRESSING THIS IS HEY ITS OKAY HERES SOME CATS AND BABES

OH SHIT SORRY ANY MAN WHO TRIES TO BE MY LOVER LETS NOT TALK ABOUT MY BLOODY WALLS LETS JUST LISTEN TO SOME GREAT R AND B




OH YEAH THATS WAY FUCKING BETTER LETS GET BACK TO DANCING BABY THAT SHIT WAS JUST TOOO REEEEAAAALLLL.

~~~~SINGLE FOR LYFE!~~~~~~

IM GOING TO GO DROWN IN SOME BONG WATER HAVE A ****GReat!*** weekend my nonexistent followers! (ho-okay sophie!)

Why Am I Such A Huge Jerk?

Marry me, Matt Adams, and I'll assure you fodder for a thousand sad songs.

Bikini time

Bikini - ACheerlaeder from The India Trading Company on Vimeo.

oh sheena

Sheena Easton is a total babe. She seems tough, fierce in an intimidating, scary way. Her selections give kind of contradicting messages though, one song will flout seductive sexiness and other songs, like 'strut', are all sassy and tough business. Even though I could imagine sheens could be a real bear, I like her. And I like how she dressed in the 'good ol' days' of the the 1980s and '90s.








In Sugar Walls she looks like April O'Neil. That song is so fantastic, ill bet your vag walls are made of sugar, Sheenz!

I wonder what she got down with, hanging with Prince and starring in sad movies like the one summarized in the video below. That guy is a total lardbucket. I kind of feel bad for Sheena but hey, I cry a lot too. Its cool.

lights in the clouds

oh wow. whole new moods going on over here. ugh, last month I was so depressed! I would hate for a lover to see such negative thoughts. Totally toxic.

luckily, things are always changing. I've felt a shift over the month, and I've both literally and figuratively let go of some of that negativity. Family has come and gone, old mirrors to face. The sudden departure of that lovin' man last month struck me like a hurricane... I was all fucked up and pushing my own boundaries. Guess 2011 Summer of Self-love had to start off with terrible healthscares, pain, blood and sadness so that I could sober up and take care of myself. hmm.

I googled Summer of Self-Love 2011 and it turns out I have a cosmic sister who feels the same way. haha. If i actually had good internet access I might sign up for her course.



But seriously. The summer vibes are full-on in Arizona and I'm into it. I'm actually wearing colors...feeling alive again.

anthems of paradise

haven't seen this film, myself, but some analogue bubblebaths are jungle anthems and this vide0-preview thing is bizarro. Why is she rubbing the bowl? Why are they making out through scarves? Its kind of sexy.. but it seems like the fabric would just get all wet and then its still on your face...