oh wow. whole new moods going on over here. ugh, last month I was so depressed! I would hate for a lover to see such negative thoughts. Totally toxic.
luckily, things are always changing. I've felt a shift over the month, and I've both literally and figuratively let go of some of that negativity. Family has come and gone, old mirrors to face. The sudden departure of that lovin' man last month struck me like a hurricane... I was all fucked up and pushing my own boundaries. Guess 2011 Summer of Self-love had to start off with terrible healthscares, pain, blood and sadness so that I could sober up and take care of myself. hmm.
I googled Summer of Self-Love 2011 and it turns out I have a cosmic sister who feels the same way. haha. If i actually had good internet access I might sign up for her course.
But seriously. The summer vibes are full-on in Arizona and I'm into it. I'm actually wearing colors...feeling alive again.
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